lululala23
32 Berlin, Germany
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My self-summary
The wind laughs and the world cries,
And I don't care anymore.
I can only hear the sound of my head,
And the soft sea roar...

I belong to a vanished world...

Il pleut dans ma mémoire

"I disregard the proportions, the measures, the tempo of the ordinary world. I refuse to live in the ordinary world as ordinary women. To enter ordinary relationships, I want ecstacy." Anaïs Nin

Thither by lonely by-paths let us wend

“Understand me. I’m not like an ordinary world. I have my madness, I live in another dimension and I do not have time for things that have no soul.” Charles Bukowski

What do you who reads this see's me as? Do you see me as a girl or a woman? why?
What I’m doing with my life
'There is nothing more provocative than minding your own business.' - William S. Burroughs

" You are so brave and quiet I forget you are suffering" Ernest Hemingway

wishing there was a god who'd take me away from this life
I’m really good at
Little weaver bird
Sitting sadly in the tree
Take my good advice
And forget your misery
Your tears are all in vain
And regret can be absurd
Little weaver bird
Get weaving

The year is going by
And the season's getting on
Don't you think it's time
To build yourself a home
She blinked her brilliant eye
I don't even think she heard
Little weaver bird
Get weaving

Your children will arrive
And expect a downy bed
For everything alive
Needs a place to lay its head
She looked at me and sighed
But she never said a word
Little weaver bird
Get weaving

Oh I can sympathise with a heart that is distressed
But every bird who's wise will build herself a nest
She looked at me and sighed
Then a miracle occurred
The little weaver bird
Got weaving.
The first things people usually notice about me
If we could see ourselves as others see us, we would vanish on the spot.
Emile M. Cioran
Favorite books, movies, shows, music, and food
The offshore pirate, Flappers and philosophers, Ragtime, Gibson girls, picture play, J. Knowles Hare, Belle Époque, German Expressionism, gothic art, Futurism, Fauvism, Art Nouveau, Art Deco, the lost generation, the beats, DADA, Akhmatova, Mayakovsky, Vančura, Tsvetaeva, Mina Loy , James Joyce, samuel bekett, Bukowski, Oblomov, the gentle creature, white nights, Roman Gary, Henry Miller, Ezra pound, Oppenheim, Lafcadio Hearn, Byron, Blake, Jules Cherrete, Alfons Mucha, Ronald Balfour, Kay Nielson, Aubrey Beardsley, Alexander pope, Hans Christian Anderson, the little mermaid, the tin soldier, Oscar Wilde, Herman Hesse, Goethe, Schiller, Strum und Drang, Edward Albee, tennesee, Falkner, Jack smith, Kenneth Anger, Ives Klein, Ray Johnson, Saul Steinberg, Nick Zedd, Transgressive art, Martha Graham, Marry wigman, Kate Rockwell, gesualdo don carlo, Alexander Galznov, Maurice Ravel, Francis Lai, Gabriel Faurd, Marschner, Lied, Schubert, Hugo Wolf, stravinsky, Modest Mussorgsky, Izadora Doncan, Yesenin ,Vaslav Nijinsky, tap dance, the Charleston, The black bottom, can can, swing, fox trot, boogie woogie, the big band, Al Bowlly, henry hall, Josephine baker, Folies Bergère, Ziegfeld Follies, Magic_city, coney island, tin Pan Alley, vaudeville, Lake Poet, Variety shows, Brassaï, Emil Otto Hoppé, Irving Penn, Désiré Charnay,Chartress Cathedral, Beaux Art, Stanford White, Charles MCkim, pottery and ancient tapestries, Cecil Beaton, Chet becker, Man Ray, Robert Desnos, Paul Eulard, Louis Aragon, Pierre Eugène Drieu La Rochelle, The Night Porter, La Boheme, Faust, Vampyr, Pickpocket, Blue Angel, Summer Interlude, forbidden games, Alice in the cities, Sergei Reggiani, jean Ferrat, Leo Ferre, Francoise Hardy, Sylvie Vartan, Chaplin, Lloyed, Pink Panther, Films featuring Antonio Gades, dance, mime, Jean louis Baraut, Marcel Marceau
The six things I could never do without
First our pleasures die - and then our hopes, and then our fears - and when these are dead, the debt is due dust claims dust - and we die too.
Percy B Shelley
I spend a lot of time thinking about
Alice: How long is forever?
White Rabbit: Sometimes just one second.
On a typical Friday night I am
Astride the tops of NY taxis a little hilarious in parks and public places, and younger than younger people.

wandering barefoot at old graveyards with flowers in my hair singing and talking to the dead and a former soul partner from life times ago
You should message me if
you want to meet a girl...
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