30Poznań, Poland
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My self-summary
I'm an introvert and an intellectual who tries to understand the world and to find meaning and balance in life. I spend most of the time in the world of ideas because the real one seems to be rather disappointing, people aboot too. Life seems to be a prison - a prison made of other people's imaginations but mainly of my own insecurities. The only answer to the question of meaning of life seems to be tending one's own garden. Sometimes even that is difficult. I'm tired of hiding my despair behind the wall of sarcastic laughter.
What I’m doing with my life
Trying to find meaning and depth, trying to find someone who needs them as badly as I do. Accumulating knowledge and wisdom. Trying to recover from childhood trauma or at least find some comfortable space, do some good and be important to someone.
I’m really good at
Allegedly writing prose, sucking information relevant to my purposes, seeing big picture but falling over minutiae.
The first things people usually notice about me
A lot of gray hair; unusually big backpack - some say that I carry explosives inside of it ;); I really don't know.
Favorite books, movies, shows, music, and food
My Favorite books:
Brave New World, 1984, Mother Night, Galapagos

Favorite blog: thearchdruidreport.blogspot.com

Favorite movies:
Valhalla Rising, Matrix, Forrest Gump, Into the Wild, Truman Show, If

Favorite games:
Icewind Dale, Baldur's Gate

Favorite music: folk (mainly neo- and pagan), progressive rock & metal (Opeth, Agalloch, Birch Book, Damh the Bard, Faun)

Favorite food: self-grown and unprocessed ;)
Six things I could never do without
Head full of good ideas, glasses, a good book, my backpack, plants, nation of two
I spend a lot of time thinking about
what it's all about, nature, plants, history, hunter-gatherers, utopia, rise and fall of civilizations, nation of two; it's hard to say exactly
On a typical Friday night I am
sleeping as God commanded.
The most private thing I’m willing to admit
I have avoidant personality disorder, so what? It made me who I am - a restless seeker of truth ;). It may be metaphorically called a shamanic illness, a spiritual crisis leading to growth.
You should message me if
You think or feel that we have something in common.
The two of us