"You have the capacity at any given moment to be the support, mentor, love, partner, and guide that would benefit you the most." - me reminding me and you. it's tough out there. also wanting a messiah of any sort is kind of a craphole. this is all the compassion I can stick on the internet. DON'T BE MAD, BRO
I'm an information sponge artist/writer, hypothetical thinker, philosopher, scientist, renaissance woman as they say. Nurturer and destroyer. I can like about any subject in depth.
Pro-active. Into creative empowerment. you know, the mind pushed. blown. opened. freed. trained. used. relaxed into a trance. transcend n shit.
But well scheduled.
-ambitious to a height of depth.
But I have looked at a thrift store with a decent book and novelty collection and said, "I could live one of my lifetimes here." Same goes for nature.
-stuff I have done: camp with horses, weightlift, calculus, science fiction course, tutor, container garden, ferment, scheme, lucid dream, tinker, design, help others efficiently ;)
-philosopher, innovator, visionary type, dual right and left brain (if you still hang on to that idea) and there are plenty like me here and there. I don't want my Master's degree right now, life and business is being a good degree. I've yet to put my website on here because everybody is rude.
i'm usefully logical.
--I judge sound like a tyrant, I want to go my own way. theoretically I could make my own music. Update: I did an album w a bud, it's very "art noise"
T. Rex, Gary Glitter, The Cars, Butthole Surfers, ACDC, Fiona Apple in small doses, the ramones, Nirvana, Johnny Cash and related, Kraftwerk, Silver Apples, Elton John, a bunch of misplaced hits and niches
Also: outsider and weird weird weird
And Gershwin and Tchaikovsky are great
--food? experimental weight-lifting near-vegan fermented-flavor-junky penny-pinching skinny-bitch-wannabe of the world, that's my poem about that
--I like films, documentaries, a few brainy games, etc.
good filmy films. Criterion, Breillat etc, Miyazaki and other psych surrealists, and damn clever comedy
I don't do much TV, most of it dilutes, gimmicks, and overdramatizes what I care to see, but writers are smarter these days.
Wes Anderson analysis, Coen Brothers, Terry Gilliam, Charlie Kaufman
--Yes I could write and direct a movie at a given moment, haven't focused on it
--Reading: darker, lighter, wackier, Pearl S. Buck, Mark Twain, Voltaire, Amy Tan, (auto)biographies, history, Dickens, Dostoevsky, Aldous Huxley, a lot of humanities intense literature crap. It's crack.
I just read a Hemingway story that reminded me of one of Tarantino's better psychological plot conclusions.
Octavia Butler for sci fi, Philip K Dick, both Tom and Thomas Wolfe, and other unique books, -- reality is often stranger than fiction, it's true, I've met enough manic geniuses to know.
Vonnegut, the beats/ashcans/etc, yeah, but I want to know more modern bruisers and cruisers, like Russell Banks.
Devil in the White City- historic period cameos of entire entangled multi genre life 👌
I want to climb into writing history myself, sure.
Malcom Gladwell et al, transhumanism maybe, business and concepts et al, philosophy et al, some pulp, subculture, lbgt , human rights. Postmodernism. ya know. Sometimes lots of deep college-course material and art criticism mess. I accept this.
--All science, most history, etc : inventors, math, chemistry, physiology, health science, the nervous system, logic, electricity, engineering, physics, cosmology, outer space (I value it but I don't crave Mars currently)
--fitness -- probably more pilates soon
--Art: Certain asian dynasties, Memphis modern, contemporary bizarros, various through the decades, period study, surrealism, conceptual art
Beyond the media:
I am engineer-minded in my interests and nature. But I'm fairly compassionate and mostly not into authority. :)
If I get bored off my ass I'm teaming up with a third party intelligence or mediation agency or something
Politically I am maybe a progressive centrist ---maybe someday I'll explain this in symbols. around a campfire. on twitter.
Pure Mathematics, Self Actualiziation, Autodidact, Asshole, Communal
contexts. --cosmic perspective
the perfect posse. :)
if I did not have/need a self: What is possible?
Survival of the fittest! :Also see Idiocracy
And of course I am easily preoccupied with aesthetics and philosophy
I will one day finish writing a chubby book and one day cherish every person on the planet that reads it and I appreciate your appreciation on this site and all. but I'm very busy, i can't respond to everything. I bet you're cool tho
teach me what the cool kids are saying. the cool kids are also saving the planet. figure it out. save the planet.
I'm a sapiosexual (the debate over this word: kinda irrelevant) . Do not write just "hey baby" unless you have an album out at caliber of T. Rex
Do not write me to tell me how weird I am.
Do not address my genitals or yours.