"You have the capacity at any given moment to be the support, mentor, love, partner, and guide that would benefit you the most." - me reminding me and you. it's tough out there. also wanting a messiah of any sort is kind of a craphole. this is all the compassion I can stick on the internet. DON'T BE MAD, BRO
I'm an information sponge artist/writer, hypothetical thinker, philosopher, scientist, renaissance woman as they say. Nurturer and destroyer. I can like about any subject in depth.
Pro-active. Into creative empowerment. you know, the mind pushed. blown. opened. freed. trained. used. relaxed into a trance. transcend n shit.
But well scheduled.
-ambitious to a height of depth.
But I have looked at a thrift store with a decent book and novelty collection and said, "I could live one of my lifetimes here." Same goes for nature.
-stuff I have done: camp with horses, weightlift, calculus, write science fiction, tutor, container garden, ferment, scheme, lucid dream, tinker, design, one line in a film, help others efficiently ;)
-philosopher, innovator, visionary type, dual right and left brain (if you still hang on to that idea) and there are plenty like me here and there. Life and business are being a good Masters and PhD. I've yet to put my website on here because so many people are not chill.
i'm usefully logical.
--I judge mediums like a tyrant, I want to go my own way. I mean i did spent a lifetime on it. And in many objectives, of course aesthetics don't matter, give or take form following function
T. Rex, Gary Glitter, The Cars, Butthole Surfers, ACDC, Fiona Apple in small doses, the ramones, Johnny Cash and related, Kraftwerk, Silver Apples, Elton John, a bunch of misplaced hits and niches.
Also: outsider and weird weird weird
And Gershwin and Tchaikovsky are great.
Just now making my way thru super contemporary and EDM. I dance to it all
--food? experimental weight-lifting near-vegan fermented-flavor-junky penny-pinching skinny-bitch-wannabe of the world, that's my poem about that
--I like films, documentaries, a few brainy games, etc.
good filmy films. Criterion, Breillat etc, Miyazaki and other psych surrealists, and damn clever comedy
I don't do much TV, most of it dilutes, gimmicks, and overdramatizes what I care to see, but writers are smarter these days.
Wes Anderson analysis, Coen Brothers, Terry Gilliam, Charlie Kaufman
--Yes I could write and direct a movie at a given moment, haven't focused on it
--Reading: darker, lighter, wackier, Pearl S. Buck, Mark Twain, Voltaire, Amy Tan, (auto)biographies, history, Dickens, Dostoevsky, Aldous Huxley, a lot of humanities intense literature crap. It's crack.
I just read a Hemingway story that reminded me of one of Tarantino's better psychological plot conclusions.
Octavia Butler for sci fi, Philip K Dick, both Tom and Thomas Wolfe, and other unique books, -- reality is often stranger than fiction, it's true, I've met enough manic geniuses to know.
Vonnegut, the beats/ashcans/etc, yeah, but I want to know more modern bruisers and cruisers, like Russell Banks.
Devil in the White City- historic period cameos of entire entangled multi genre life 👌
I want to climb into writing history myself, sure.
Malcom Gladwell et al, transhumanism maybe, business and concepts et al, philosophy et al, some pulp, subculture, lbgt , human rights. Postmodernism. ya know. Sometimes lots of deep college-course material and art criticism mess. I accept this.
--All science, most history, etc : inventors, math, chemistry, physiology, health science, the nervous system, logic, electricity, engineering, physics, cosmology, outer space (I value it but I don't crave Mars currently)
--fitness -- probably more pilates soon
--Art: Certain asian dynasties, Memphis modern, contemporary bizarros, various through the decades, period study, surrealism, conceptual art, apps
Beyond the media:
I am engineer-minded in my interests and nature. But I'm fairly compassionate and mostly not into authority. :)
If I get bored off my ass I'm teaming up with a third party intelligence or mediation agency or something
Politically I am maybe a progressive centrist ---maybe someday I'll explain this in symbols. around a campfire. on twitter.
Pure Mathematics, Self Actualiziation, Autodidact, Asshole, Communal
contexts. --cosmic perspective
the perfect posse. :)
if I did not have/need a self: What is possible?
Survival of the fittest! :Also see Idiocracy
And of course I am easily preoccupied with aesthetics and philosophy
I will one day finish writing a chubby book and one day cherish every person on the planet that reads it and I appreciate your appreciation on this site and all. but I'm very busy, i can't respond to everything. I bet you're cool tho
teach me what the cool kids are saying. the cool kids are also saving the planet. figure it out. save the planet.
I'm a sapiosexual (the debate over this word: kinda irrelevant) . Do not write just "hey baby" unless you have an album out at caliber of T. Rex
Do not write me to tell me how weird I am.
Do not address my genitals or yours.