44Arvada, United States
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My self-summary
I'm a replanted seed from Kansas trying to get to know more people. I am often accused of being anti-social but that's not totally true, I am just cautious. I prefer to discuss things that truly matter in the big picture. My interests lean toward all things odd, different and off the beaten path. If you are a vanilla type of girl, you're definitely NOT for me. I'm a DJ by love, not by money, so I slave to the grind of other mundane jobs that are far worse/better than they could be at this day and age. I do dance as much as I possibly can, but in the shopping mart I find it best. If this is starting to make sense, then you're a step ahead of me and we should probably see if you can help me make sense out of it.

I am ecclectic, sarcastic, and intelligent
What I’m doing with my life
Working on remixing (I always have beats running through my head - if you're the type of girl who finds music while listening to the simple tumble of a dryer, we should talk most definitely!).
I’m really good at
Picking music debates, DJing, writing but not spelling right, listening and learning, diving head first into situations I shouldn't have been in to begin with, and making no sense in my daily process. On the constant quest to find the holy grail of music, the perfect vocal/beat that will shake me down to the core and cause cerebral hemorrhage.
The first things people usually notice about me
I'm tall and soft spoken person that comes off as being a bit of an arse. (see above anti-social disclosure) Once people get to know me, they find out I'm a completely demented spazz that isn't exactly right in the head. Oh wait, thats probably something you shouldn't say about yourself, unless it true of course. I think more of us believe these things about ourselves but are afraid to show them off to others. Let's revel in our weirdness! And as age and bad legs set in, it seems a lot of people notice I look like House, which is by far one of the greater things you could say to me (it goes along with my sarcasm also so maybe I should be an english crank old man....hmmm ponder)
Favorite books, movies, shows, music, and food
a. poppy z. brite, true crime, music bio's, Chuck Palahniuk, Joe Hill, and anything else that will warp my mind more than it already is, which is getting rougher and rougher.

b. aragami, old boy, silence of the lambs, gun is loaded, gas/food/lodging, garden state, mpd psycho, most anything tokyo shock related or warped in some way, even though as of late I've been on a documentary kick but all and ever if its left of mainstream, got some substance or will make me laugh til it hurts I probably watch it. Lately I have been steerings towards my 90's indie faze so its been the spader trilogy of sex, lies, and videotapes, crash, and secretary, with some other david cronenberg from now and the 80's, the addiction, habit, etc.

c. diamanda galas, tori amos, bauhaus, godspeed you black emperor, lydia lunch, sleater-kinney, the gossip, neko case,interlace, scarling....you know its gonna be a long list, even though I am forgetful so its actually been a while anyway. I was meaning to update this, but no time like the present hmmm. This week has been the newest tricky album, live versions of sia "elastic heart", vnv nation, the grails, rare radiohead tracks, and godspeed as always..

d. sushi, italian, reese's peanutbutter cups, chocolate, coffee and coffee like substances, greek ...ok I like food from all over so its another long list. But if you know someother places that have killer hummus, good sushi, and overspiced thai then hit me up cause I am hungry hahaha
Six things I could never do without
my records, my family and friends, my backpack (I need help on minimizing - I've been likened to Ally Sheedy's character in "The Breakfast Club"), my mind's capacity for creativity, my wits which got me out of some rather painful and dark places , my t-shirt collection....
I spend a lot of time thinking about
music, the general state of social disintegration, which book/cd/video I need to get (it's not unusual for me to have 5 written lists and I just cross'em off as I go)... my family and their state of being. I have a somewhat disjointed life that looks like a stock market exchange portfolio for a dot.com company....erratic. I don't think about the impact of my job/personality/general disposition in the scheme of boring moral mudslingers...or do I?
On a typical Friday night I am
Trying to find new music live or cd, thinking about what I should do that weekend and calling people I forgot to call that week. Makes me sound like a bit of a home body, which is far from true. I'd rather be dancing but I'm cool with hanging out at home with a special friend and good times. Most people I already know are tied down with home-life and tend to be pretty mundane. I seek chaos and believe in discordia as a valid way of living through life.
The most private thing I’m willing to admit
Hmmm, I guess that I believe everyone I lose is because of my hearing problem.
You should message me if
you like music, wacky conversation, and a desire for something a little less than ordinary.....but not psychotic...want someone to tell you on a slant whats really going on but isn't afraid to be sporadic and spontaneous....I have quirks, and I love them...so if you don't mind some one who may at any given time strip off his clothes and run through a fountain in downtown or climb a building just cause it seemed like the right thing to do and the tasty way to do it, then go for it. I promise I don't bite, well at first at least.
I guess to elaborate further these lyrics kind of sum it up, bonus points if you know the singer:

I want somebody who sees the pointlessness
and still keeps their purpose in mind
I want somebody who has a tortured soul
some of the time
I want somebody who will either put out for me
or put me out of misery
or maybe just put it all to words
and make me say, you know
I never heard it put that way
make me say, what did you just say?
I want somebody who can hold my interest
hold it and never let it fall
someone who can flatten me with a kiss
that hits like a fist
or a sentence, that stops me like a brick wall
because if you hear me talking
listen to what I'm not saying
if you hear me playing guitar
listen to what I'm not playing
and don't ask me to put words
to all the spaces between notes
in fact if you have to ask, forget it
do and you'll regret it
I'm tired of being the interesting one
I'm tired of having fun for two
just lay yourself on the line
and I might lay myself down by you
but don't sit behind your eyes
and wait for me to surprise you
I want somebody who can make me
scream until it's funny
give me a run for my money
I want someone who can
twist me up in knots
tell me, for the woman who has everything
what have you got?
I want someone who's not afraid of me
or anyone else
in other words I want someone
who's not afraid of themself

do you think I'm asking too much?
The two of us