60 Mossyrock, United States
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My self-summary
here in the tower
I ring the bells
watch the people
and see their tells
the hump on my mind
shows in my face
people see it
and away they race
what did I do
to deserve this fate
never to know love
or kindnesses to rate
Here in the tower
I see tomorrow
its filled with pain
and with sorrow
Esmeralda, I'm here
waiting for you
when shall you come
what should I do?

love once bit me and left a scar
now love spites me from afar
love once warmed my soul
now love chills my whole
love once I had believed I knew
now love is a mystery to me too
love i fought for and sought for
now love seems banned from my door
to love I aspire and desire
now love is what I cannot acquire

loneliness is the stark white walls of this room
loneliness is the hunger nawing at your full stomach
loneliness is depression without bounds
loneliness is uncried tears running down your cheeks
loneliness is the unwelcome echo of your own voice
loneliness is thinking 58 years on this plane are enough
loneliness is waiting for the phone to ring and it doesn't
loneliness is the flickering screen hiding untouchable people
loneliness is the coldness of the bed
loneliness is being unable to share yourself
loneliness is the deep pain in my heart
loneliness is empty conversations with empty people
loneliness is the world I live in

Oh sleep,
be not that which brings this vision to my window on the world
this shadowy gossamer apparition
this essence of loneliness
this form of inspiration
the Greeks have named this vision
the one which inspires thoughts and passions
All day has this vision not left my mind
Oh Vision, do you quest like me
seeking which all desire, yet few attain
Oh Vision, are you real
or a titillation for those who view
Through their windows on the world
Oh Vision, I have no promise
except that I am real
Poet, philosopher, dreamer

As you can tell by my poetry, I am different from most. I am more loyal than your dog and the most dependable person most people have ever known. I was an adult while still in a child's body. I would rather be honest and shunned rather than be fake and loved. I was born with a disability that is both a blessing and a curse.
What I’m doing with my life
I’m really good at
problem solving
The first things people usually notice about me
The smile on my face.
Favorite books, movies, shows, music, and food
the good stuff.
The six things I could never do without
Air, water, sky, sustenance, fire, people
I spend a lot of time thinking about
On a typical Friday night I am
surfing the net
The most private thing I’m willing to admit
Life's bad experiences has taught me more than 4 years of University study.
You should message me if
You like a sense of humor, intelligence, deep conversations, a good friend, a potential life partner.