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My self-summary
I wanted to be your white knight in shining armor. I wanted to heal all your hurts, real and imaginary, and save you from your daemons. When we were together, I devoted all of my attention on you and I made you feel special. I met your every demand and suppressed every one of my own needs. Slowly, as I became overwhelmed, because my needs were not being met and I was not asking for them, I pull away. As you cling on tighter and tighter I fear that I can't save you, and I feel inadequate, which causes me to pull away even more. Then I leave, and carry with me the story that I am the victim, completely denying from myself that I balked the moment things started to get interesting.

Breaking this pattern, which does not work for me. I am looking to be in a two way relationship where I can be seen and I can see you for who you truly are. When the drama occurs, I want to hold you for the person you truly are and not get swept up in the drama or run away. I want to be held by you.
I am practicing orgasmic meditation.

I am looking for soul mates, who I can intimately share my life with. After thinking hard about what I am looking for this is what I have come up with. I am looking for someone who is trusting, kind to oneself and others, affectionate (I like to cuddle), lives in NYC (this is where I have chosen to live), and attractive.

If I have described you, I would like to get to know you better and see if we are a match.

I have a daily orgasmic meditation practice.
What I’m doing with my life
Creating it.
I’m really good at
Surrounding myself with people I love and who love me. Laughing. Holding your secrets.
The first things people usually notice about me
My smile and a radiant warmth.
Favorite books, movies, shows, music, and food
Favorite movie: the Intouchables
Favorite book: the Tibetian book of living and dying
Favorite shows: not much into TV (don't have the time)
Favorite music: Patti Smith, Paul Simon
Favorite food: gravitating towards meat
Six things I could never do without
drumming, water, connecting with people, laughter, paper and pencil
I spend a lot of time thinking about
gratitude for all I have.
my friends
how to be kind
On a typical Friday night I am
Living life to its fullest
The most private thing I’m willing to admit
I believe the universe will take care of you if you ask from your heart.
You should message me if
you can not contain your excitement when you read my profile.
The two of us