rarirurero_666
32 Austin, United States
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My self-summary
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I´m just another snowman
Standing in the rain and sleet,
Who loved you with his frozen love
His second-hand physique -
With all he is, and all he was
A thousand kisses deep.

I tend bar.

i'm a bit of a factotum, as i have worked in many a various field(anywhere from film-directing/editing/gaffing, music(playing/recording), architecture, screen-printing, butchery, management, telemarketing, and even real estate). i am always looking for ways to improve myself, which is more often than not, educationally related. i lived in LA for the past 10 years but moved to austin january, 2010.

i play bass for a blackened-thrash band:
http://www.youtube.com/widoweratx

And another band we can discuss at some other time but not on here!

Big fan of gardening/homesteading.

i was a chef for around 6 years and specialize in traditional japanese and french cuisines, however, I have left that field to work in bars. I'm sick of being poor, even though I love cooking and still do it almost everyday!
try to go out as much as possible to see/be with friends.
i LOVE sitting around drinking coffee, listening to vinyl, while doing a crossword puzzle. i fucking adore crosswords.

i'm generally very enthusiastic about things, but unless it is something that i have a specific amount of knowledge or passion for, i'm a very quiet person. i can sometimes go days without speaking a single word, but get me on the right topic and i'll talk your ear off for hours!
What I’m doing with my life
working toward expanding my consciousness via the Left-Hand-Path, discovering the universe's truths that are growing within me, via Magick.

the typical/cliche struggle...
finished school, travelled a lot, reassessed my situation by comparison to the grand scheme of society's standards and moved to austin, and i find myself working often.

i'm pretty into philosophy, the occult, art(very selective), social-theory, and having long long discussions that swell and flux between akin topics for hours on end!
I’m really good at
modesty. ;-)

i guess i'm pretty good at cooking as i've been doing it for a few years.

i can play quite a few instruments well, but who doesn't right?

Videogames, specifically first person shooters(i.e. call of duty, battlefield 3, etc.) and Tetris! I actually hold the first place record for Tetris in the largest arcade in shibuya station(Tokyo)!

i'm great at putting myself through pain and struggle, knowing that at the end of it i'll be better off for having been through it. similarly, i feel i have a fairly high level of self discipline. some Nietzsche-esque traits i picked up.
"Everyone who has ever built anywhere a new heaven first found the power thereto in his own hell."

also great at navigating unknown cities.
The first things people usually notice about me
my blue eyes, and my tattoos are usually the first comments...
as horrifically shallow as that may be...
Favorite books, movies, shows, music, and food
books:
pale blue dot, (carl sagan)
beyond einstein, (michio kaku)
american psycho, (bret easton ellis)
sexus, (henry miller)
generation of swine, (hunter s. thompson)
the most beautiful woman in town, (bukowski)
slaughterhouse V, kurt vonnegut.
Blood meridian, (cormac mc carthy)
anything Crowley, Anton LaVey, Grant Morrison, Timothy Leary, Genesis P-Orridge, etc.
and lately i've been really into autobiographies of current military personnel. snipers in afghanistan, etc.

although as a generalized statement, i tend to read more non-fiction; including, but not limited to:
anything about "the zapatistas"(EZLN, subcomandante marcos)
well-written school textbooks
owners' manuals(machinery, cars, music equipt., etc.)
science journals
biographies/autobiographies(particularly war-related)
how-to books

movies:
the machinist,
dead alive,
masculin feminin,
zatoichi,
army of shadows,
the jerk,
jacob's ladder,
blue velvet,
down by law,
a dirty shame,
the subspecies series,
less than zero,
hellraiser,
wet hot american summer

shows:
Twin Peaks
Aeon Flux,
curb your enthusiasm,
it's always sunny in philadelphia,
arrested development,
metalocalypse,
that mitchell and webb look/peep show,
star trek(TNG also)
kids in the hall.

music:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=IuezNswtRfo&feature=related
nine inch nails,
nina simone,
the melvins,
Noisia,
suffocation,
joy division,
tones on tail,
elbow,
front 242,
covenant,
einsturzende neubauten,
autechre,
sleep,
benumb,
Watain,
the smiths,
jesus and mary chain.
ANY AND ALL doo-wop. love the stuff.
also, plenty of '60s soul/RnB.

food:
i am open-to and willing to eat any type of food there is. i am more than adventurous when it comes to food and consider it to be one of the greater joys in my life! name it, i've probably had it/love it!
and i cook damn-near every day!

Heroes:
henry david thoreau,
david cross,
kenneth anger,
louis CK
richard feynman,
alan watts.
mikko harvonen
spaceghetto
The six things I could never do without
i used to have this portion filled with a bunch of materialistic crap that i own/love, but realistically, that's not me, and i don't exactly feel right being defined by my belongings.
I spend a lot of time thinking about
astrophysics, cosmology, subatomic particles and how their relationship to "the forces" must be like, philosophy, the future of humanity, and COOKING!!!/theoretical recipes!
On a typical Friday night I am
i'd generally go to a bar with a buddy or two and have some good conversation at a table on the patio or something. but could have just as good a time looking through funny youtube videos or watching a movie as well. i'm pretty easy to please.
The most private thing I’m willing to admit
i have a serious fear of spiders, as well as the idea of alien abduction. hahaha ridiculous i know, just can't help it! =]
oh, and i also have a real soft-spot for 80s easy-listening shit...

and, i'm secretly a hopeless romantic:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Ey1xAK9HRtc&feature=channel_video_title
You should message me if
you're like-minded or see the possibility of my piquing your interest!
what've you got to lose eh?! i think life is really too short to be coy.

JUST DO IT! DON'T THINK, JUST DO IT!
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