Fortunately, after 8 months of not-knowing what I am going to do with myself, as a result of reading the right book (seriously), I've found the path for the next chapter of my life. Stupidly, it was my original direction, neglected as a result of my non determined enough charactar. TMALSS (to make a long story short): I'm going back to TAU for another 3 years (maybe more). Lucky me.
עדכון: מצאתי עבודה זמנית אחרת, חוזר ללמוד, מצאתי משמעות.