be warned I am the type that if we are on the most amazing date we have ever had, and my kids call me telling me they needs me...we are packing up our dinner and getting them that very instant. they will forever be first...no questions asked. if you are not working to provide for them a great life and raising them to be functioning members of society then why do you have them. they are not just expensive pets ya know... that being said...the reverse is also true. I love adventure, sponatious road trips, songs and doing the conga while shopping with my kids. I can have fun doing anything, just depends on who I am with
I have discovered somethings about myself. 1-apparently am not cute enough to keep anyones intrest for more than a few seconds. Which sucks because when I love it love fiercely. 2-i am a cross between Christian Grey, James Bond and Shrek. Bond- good defenses, uses humor and sex as a diversion to get you off the scent and refocused. cunning and quiet, romantic and brutally honest. hard to get close to, but certainly knows how to push you away, but that's half the appeal. you feel like your getting closer to him without actually getting there. never gives up and always seems to find a solution no matter how complicated the situation Grey- sometimes socially awkward and unacceptable, loves with a fierce passion and cruelty. will test your boundries and perhaps allow you to break them. you know your safe even though it feels dangerous. would do anything to make the girl hes after feel special even at the cost of his own dignity. sometimes his motivation may not be pure but the end result he is after is love. just doesn't know how to achieve or let anyone in. kinda kinky but who knows you might like it. Shrek- been burned (literally) by many people. trust is a huge issue and rightly so has an ass for a best friend. love is a foreign concept because whats the point? she wont see him for what he is and he isn't prince charming. funny, witty, and boarish,but also fragile and defensive. but is loyal to his very core. romance is awkward but hey at least he tried. 3- someone who knows what they want is intimadating. 4- i really wish someone i found atteactive would take the time to discover the gem i may really be. Sadly 75% of online dating is based on a few pictures and not on the quality of person.
Now if you made it this far i comend you. yes I'm a little bitter and jaded, and yet somehow through it all I still have some hope that true love exists. I go hard, all day all night, and will fight for ones who I deem worthy of such a fight. but if you scorn me, well not to sound hows it going to but its the hole you dug. live with it and leave me alone.
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