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My self-summary
I have six fingers on my left hand. Or fifteen centimeter tongue. Sure I do!
You never know.

People say different things, it's up to you if you believe them.

Life is a game, they say. I don't think so. Games tend to have goals set. In life you do what you desire.
There are things you will find really satisfying, but you'd never tell your mom.

Life is a spectacle, you know. Everybody has some roles, ones they've chosen on their own or ones that was chosen for them. I'm an actor and you're an actor.
Want to play?

Late bloomer. Polyamorist. Introvert. Computer magician. Observer. Friend. Stranger.

So yeah, that's me. A little glimpse. Not less, not more.
What I’m doing with my life
What am I doing with my life? What is my life doing with me?
Maybe let's stick to the first one.
Pretend I'm in control.

Deciding what I want to do with the rest of my life. Making such decisions isn't one of my strong sides. Or rather sticking to them. I might even spend the rest of my life considering what to do with the rest of my life. And the worst thing is that it doesn't bother me that much.

Learning about what I haven't known. Self-improving. Trying new thing. Discovering myself.
Seizing the day.

Wasting remains of my youth. Tick - tick -tick - tick... can you hear it as well?
I’m really good at
Discussions. Rhetoric.
I could make people agree with statements absurd even as "white is white and black is black". Wouldn't you agree? That was easy.

Understanding people. Reading them.
The more unusual the person, the better. Otherwise it feels like a book which you know how is going to end.

Staying calm. You won't make me lose control. Don't even try to.
It hurts to fail.

It is obvious, that the sentence was a nonsense. There are neither whites nor blacks in this world.
Everything is gray.
The first things people usually notice about me
Primacy bias. Halo effect. Funny things.

You meet someone attractive. Doesn't like to party much. Prefers smaller groups of closer friends. Likes evenings with a book.
Such an individualist!

Maybe my eyes. When I look directly at theirs.
They sometimes ask me to stop. "Hey, don't look at me *that way*".

You meet someone unattractive. Doesn't like to party much. Prefers smaller groups of closer friends. Likes evenings with a book.
What a loser.

I don't know what way it is exactly. Maybe they think I can see them through just by looking at them.
Fortunately, I can't. That would be too easy.
Favorite books, movies, shows, music, and food
Palahniuk, Donnie Darko [apart of shitty multiverse setting], Huxley, Orwell, Mr Robot, If These Trees Could Talk, Requiem for a Dream [but as a movie about dreams, not drugs], Pink Floyd, Vonnegut, The Dreamers [by Bertolucci], Westworld, Adolf plays the jazz, Her, CKOD, Interstellar, 65daysofstatic.

Random order.
Six things I could never do without
"If I am what I have and if I lose what I have who then am I?". Fromm.

It's kind of ashaming to write about things I depend on, when all these wise people say it's a bad thing to do.

"And the things you used to own, now they own you.". Palahniuk.

Ok. Let's try. Intellectual stimulation, water, kidney, sleep, fresh air, sexuality, Inter...
Stupid limit.
I spend a lot of time thinking about
I spend a lot time thinking. That's enough.

Why is sexuality considered as something sinful?
Who was that guy who said ‘Hi’ to me?
Where have I left the keys?
Can computers think?

‘About’ doesn't matter. About anything. About nothing. About everything.
It's like sex.

What is the meaning of life?
What does it mean to live?
What does it mean to mean?
What is the meaning?

Maybe rather like masturbation, because you do it on your own. Discussion with an open, intelligent person is way better.
Thinking is still hot though.
On a typical Friday night I am
In my superhero suit saving the city from villains.
On the Moon profaning the flag.
Have you got it yet?

Gettin' down on Friday. Fun, fun, fun, fun. Which seat can I take?
Have you got it yet?

Surfing on the clouds. Touching the sky. Catching the rainbow. Licking the sun.
Have you got it yet?

Spreading graphomania.
Have you got it yet?
The most private thing I’m willing to admit
It tempts me to treat this section as a privacy-giving contest. Knowing that it is something easy for me to be open. Especially when I expect interesting reaction from the listener.

But well, there's no use.
And it's lame.
I might be afraid of being lame.

So let me just admit to the tendency of sharing things I barely know. It gives strange results, as interpersonal intimacy doesn't affect that as much as it should.
You should message me if
Before you write: the safeword is "jellyfish".

If you want to do some stuff with me. Like learning bouldering or watching noir films on weekend evenings.

Or if you want to explore the world outside of monogamy, but something deeper than one night stands.

You should definitely message me if you like to play with your self concept and question who you are.
Spread your hemispheres and let me fuck your mind gently.
The two of us