Nothing has meaning, nothing is significant, nothing you ever do will be of any consequence whatsoever. We are but specks upon a slightly larger speck in a sea full of specks.
but like, you know. in an upbeat way. i'm a nihilistic little thing but i can laugh off pretty much anything except dealing with centrelink staff. and seafood.
never serious, trying hard to be sincere.
but, a thing I don't like about myself is my tendency to be embarrassed.
learning how to do things i don't care about and trying to only do things i care about the rest of the time, and eating progressively less nutritious 'meals'
i live in a house that is so big and cool it feels illegal for me to be here, i play shows, i draw muscle pets
Probably some other stuff, but who the fuck knows really.
i'm doing something really autistic with my hands
especially if you like extra-long movies or the red hot chilli peppers.
special interest currently Shlohmo so that's probably all you'll ever hear me put on in company and/or blink 182's dude ranch
either smooth peanut butter sandwiches and stovetop percolator coffee only or all of the most exciting possible things i can put into my mouth at once depending on where my sensory inclinations lie at the time
and how to wiggle my way into other people's brains while staying charming and consensual about it all (getting better at this)
but some other things, as well
i'm autistic and it's really fun except when it's wildly frustrating (pure joy and confused distress are my main emotional deviations)
there's some cool nature place you've been keeping secret until you find someone who will appreciate it as much as you do. i will.
you are fascinated by your own sexuality or lack thereof and what changes and what stays the same and what you intend to do about it and with whom et cetera
you think gender is quite hilarious
you're autistic or otherwise neurodivergent and you get The Feelings because i have The Feelings too and it's nice to sympathise about The Feelings with others