I am emboldened by art, creativity, abstract thinking, health and medicine. I spend time each day facilitating growth and development within myself. I tend to oscillate between do's and don'ts, but life is like a dream, whether you want to explore that dream or let the dream explore you, it is in one's heart and mind.
I am fascinated by health, the healing capacity of the human body, mind-body medicine, alternative medicine, and any other
medicalism. Having seen life and death, I realize that life cannot be summed up by ounces or rate limiting reactions, stoichiometry, or prognostic estimates.
I love art, simple and true. If I could have spent a moment with Vincent Van Gogh or Toulouse Lautrec, despite the absurdity, it would be absolutely enchanting. I try and I try to be creative, whether through music, writing, or painting, but its always a layman's effort. It takes great soul-searching to admit that you are exceptionally normal.
I love animals, all animals, whether a small snake, an armadillo, a great tiger, or a humble dog or cat, I love you all. Animals have it so hard in this life, especially the "factory product" ones such as pigs, cows, chickens, who only want to be free and happy but we
mechanically stock them, count them per square foot or products per day, dollars per pound, cost per yield. We have such an unnatural relationship with our food and our environment that I refuse for spiritual and health reasons to eat animals.
Honesty is something I strive for, but as it is said, man is least himself when he talks in his own person. Give him a mask, and he will tell you the truth. But hiding behind a facade or living life known by no one is a lonely life. I do not know if it is possible to know someone so truly and still love them, it makes for a great song, but perhaps it can come true.
I have all sorts of thoughts and ideas, I would love to discuss them with you.
Words to Live By:
Having eyes, but not seeing beauty;
having ears, but not hearing music;
having minds, but not perceiving truth;
having hearts that are never moved and therefore never set on fire.
These are the things to fear
Glengarry Glen Ross, Donnie Darko, Wall-E, Pans Labyrinth, Cinema Paradiso, Full Metal Jacket, East of Eden, Rebel without a Cause, zombie movies.
Radiohead, The Smiths, The Misfits, Scott Matthew, The Organ, David Bowie, Klaus Nomi, classical, Dead Kennedy's (nostalgia)
Vegan food, Ethiopian, Chinese, simple and wholesome food.
Guitar (acoustic or electric)
pen and paper